post peg bday

hey..you know wat..the last post i write like super long then when i press published the next thing i saw is "error"

SIAN..

anyway..you'll know the details from the others blog la hah..

today chruch was ok..but i went back after lunch..
find like very out..
they like see us as invisible..
haiz..anyway mi and peg find one corner than read our bible..
i read till fell asleep..hahaha..as usual..

then that Jason run here run there but still want meet us..in the end i went to my grand ma house then peg go home eat..
haha..then like 7 plus then Jason call back..he still tell us 5 plus call us..then 7 plus then call say he wana eat dinner outside, call mi dun eat at grandma's house..
you all dun think y y ok..we still feel very frenly..
seriously, personally..my mind have thoughts for him but my heart dun have..
then today when i was jotting down questions, i saw this quote i quoted from I Kissed Dating Goodbye
its says "You've given so many parts of your heart to short term relationship, what is left for your husband?"
the book actually encourage young pple like us to get into relationships UNLESS we are prepared to get married..Meanwhile, focus your eyes on God..Praise Him whole heartedly..

"First Seek His Righteouess, then all these things will be granted to you"

yup..so i'll keep praying for revalations and guide from God..

Actually i got confession to make..haha
i havent been praying..unless on wed and sun..
think it made mi less sensitive to God..
Actually i can feel abit but not very strong..now is not at all..very blur..haiz..muz change my lifestyle liao.. but i always feel very uncomfortable praying at home..
when i pray my sis will always chong into the room..its so DISTURBING!!! and spiritually hurting..haiz..
think i'll have to pray in the toilet..
but i always pray very loud..i scared she hears mi also...
haiz...

anyway..you know i always have the thought of my family when i'm praising God in Church..
haiz...quite disturbing also..got to ask Ms Tan liao..

ok la dun write liao..got to read up for tml's lesson..
bye bye