This scene i've seen it the 3rd time now..

noise, cheers, laughter, many many different colour uniforms, many maze, many chao ta faces...

Today is the last day of 30th band NCO camp.

This scence is so familiar, i've gone through it once, saw my dearest junior gone through once, now its at my school.

remembering it 4 years ago, it was a eye opener for me. I saw so many people holding the same positions as me, holding on the the glory of our whole band--the maze, marching with honour on the SAF air base. We were taught by the SPF band heads. They were strict but it was like my usual band drill practise because i was under strict management, Han Ching..haha But the conditions were so bad..under the hot sun for the whole day, short breaks. However the good thing about them was they treat us with honour, they will not pin point any of us or make us do push up like dogs. I like that treatment..hahaha

This happened at the my hardest heart break. i went with no expectations, but God gave me the best thing i could ever have at that point of time. A good friend. A wonderful girl. Peiwei. She was always there for me, although it means sacrificing some of her frenz at the camp. we were always together. She introduced other campmates to me, we laugh together like nobody's business, we ran together in rain, we quene up for food together, we make fun of each other like no one else was there. We just had so much fun like no body else was there.

We were best of friends, for the first time in my life, i had such a close girlfriend.

aiyo to be continue..have to go eat liao..haiz..i think i'm too lac le..i think i have to be more serious about this final term exam..haiz..jiayou ba.. see u all soon

exams are coming!!!

wahahaha..exams are coming..this time i'm not organised at all..i want to trust God, coz God said before not to worry..so i'm doing my best everyday..so far so good..but i think i need more practise..jiayou ba!!

quite lac..hehehe..only got 2 papers can't wait for it to be over!!

Haiz..now wed bible studies stop for 2 weeks..so sian..its ok la..after my exams i want to read my books!! got so many book haven't read!!

think i'm going borders, drink coffee, read book..wa..."heaven"..haha

must save $$$ then can go drink coffee, read book..hehehe

ok la i go back study liao!! everybody jiayou and enjoy!!

My Years

Years passes so so fast..
from sec 1
- friendship problems

to Sec 2:
- knowing the importance of studying
- losing my most percious big fat band senior,

to Sec 3
- knowing my passion for netball
- more commited to band
- my first real relationship, which left me broken and weak, and also
- knowing my first best friend who is closest to my heart (peiwei)who picked me up after my relationship,

to sec 4
- realising my talent in running
- carrying the weight of band
- enjoyed my last year in outram very very much
- Becoming more out spoken
- bondage with friend and teachers increased
- bug the teachers the whole day just to get them to explain the ten years series question
- gave up netball
- regret losing Peiwei
- learnt the commitment in BGR

To JC Year 1:
- Getting over my efforts in Outram and getting ready for JC life
- Pia like hell for F Maths but it doesn't seem enough
- Got to know many nice friends like Alicia, Liting, Wai Ping, Cheng ling, Xiang Xiang, Leemei, Xiao pang, Luo Qi
- Made efforts to meet up with Sec school friends, realising how much i miss them
- Learnt to deal with Ms Tie in Econs club
- try to understand friends

To JC Year 2:
- Stress like hell
- Pia even harder for F maths
- Get to go through thick and thin with my JC friends
- Learn to bond with them intellectually through observing and they really know me well and i am not sure if i know them well too
- trying to conquer A Levels

To Post JC year (This year):
- got in touch with Ms Tan
- Had a lot of problems in my working life
- Proclaim that I am a sinner and Low in spirit
- I want to have a need to have God in my life
- Got to know Christ
- Got know the Glory, power, mercy, love of Christ
This year is not over yet..and i'm having a expectant heart towards God..and i know God will fill me.

Life is all about decisions, God will not force you to decide, because He loves you. GOd's love is so misterious, So warm, So wei da, so qi miao..there's no adjective that can discribe it..i can only say that u have to exprience it yourself.
Its never easy to exprience God..but if what i am expriencing i real, its very very real, then the other else is sure fake, the lies of the devil. IF ANYONE OF YOU EXPRIENCE IT BEFORE, I pray, I pray you will not harden your heart. BeCAUSE WHAT YOU EXPRIENCE IS REAL, the feelings are real,
GOD IS REAL;
JESUS IS REAL
He has done everything, He has shown u the way, What are you waiting for?

Seeing Arafat die, i know the middle east will be very very chaotic, and there will be many pple wanting peace, and like what the bible says, an antichrist will arise to ensure peace in isreal and rebuild the temple of God again. and the rapture will come, and the earth will exprience many disasters..The end days are really coming..I really pray really really pray that all of you will see God, Stop believing in yourself, but God..He will save you if you chose Him, other than that, nothing He can do to save you..
Please...listen...
i'm just very sad lo..that i see how much God loves His pple and so much wanting to save them but they choose the oposite if He is REAL, Others is fake for God said He will not give His glory to another. Only Him..
what i can say is only this much, whether you read or not, whether u believe or not, its up to u..because i know i can only plant the seed and water it. Whether it grows, its on God. I will pray..and i really urge u to take the first step to God, He will do the rest, trust me..TRUST HIM.. GOD BLESS

What are friends for?

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Its like a team, individual alphabets does not make sense, but putting it together, it means: Love, Laughter, Care, Hope, Encouragement, Strength and Fun. And many many more (but my vocab limited sorry..)

Like people, when we're alone, we cannot do as much, but with FRIENDS, together we fall, together we rise.. when we are together, 1 + 1 = more than 2 that is what friends can achieve..

But what if we fall out?
Hurt, Loneliness, hardship, sadness...
where 1 = 1.

In the working world,
when all of us grow older, in like 5 yrs time,
when all our dreams, careers are building, when all of us are too busy to meet each other, where our dreams are different, our career paths are different, our goal are different, when others got our own partners,

What will happen? We are no longer a team, no longer have a common goal (e.g. O levels / A levels)
We will split, Everthing is only left, me n God...no others..its sad, but thats the reality..

So cherish what you have now

How's my new skin?

Hehehehe..nice eh.. love the sliding bears all th pic so cute and colourful..hehehe..just went to read Grace's blog..Ms Tan really made a great impact in her life. Thinking of Ms Tan, now she's very busy, we don't really talk on the phone, don't really go out. I really hope its just a season, after this season she'll be more free..after her UWC started she has been very very very tired..even talk also dont really have strength. So sad right, Kinda miss the times we had so much fun suaning each other and just having fun. I really really hope those times will never change.

Thank God..i couldn't have said that..

Anyway..Peg's exam is over i really hope she did well and come to church again.

Ching and V Jiayou!!

Janice!!! SUPER SUPER DUPER JIAYOU!!!

MehMeh as dead as me la but i still hope she'll be better

All my classmates all doing well i can see..i hope they will continue to excel! ESP Janis and Minsheng

I'm leading worship next week again i chose You rescued me..wa lao its so difficult to sing!! i cannot reach the notes!! ah..GOd help me if it really is what you want me to lead..

Now at home my parents some kinda forgot their quarrel, i'm very relieved..

Now everything seems to be good again

But i hope Jason and Hock Kee will be strengthen too

Ystday got to talk to Winnie and i slot a lot of bible verses..Really Thank God!! I felt that God is really grabbing every opportunity to guide her and love her. Your Will be done Lord. Amen

Went to Eileen for advises last sat, she really gives good advises..hahaha PRAY!! hahaha i didn't thought of that until she told me..i really Thank God for that!!

Now my life is more on school work and my quiet time with God..Not so much of people all over me liao..I'm glad and i know God is teaching me something..

Hey i just wana tell you all, For God is good, His plans are good. We might not see how good they are but God see the big picture..and its a good Big picture..

After knowing God, I really felt a lot of difference. I did many things that i couldn't do, just like that..its really God lo..After this experience i really cannot deny that God is not there..I can't deny the truth, because the truth has set me free...

"I want to love You Lord..Teach me how to please You, Teach me how to obey You, Teach me how to be more Chirst-like"
"You are more faithful, You are more loving, You are more persistent, You are more powerful, You are my God and i'm so proud of You"

"Come to the Father, though your gift is small.
Broken Hears, Broken lives, He will take them all.
The Power of the Word, the Power of His blood,
Everything was done so you would come"

i'm going to chang blogskin

wa lao......i'm going to change blogskin again..this stupid blogskin keep giving me problems.....

Over Night in school

wa...shag...
ystday over night in school
was waiting for my presentation script to come out then meanwhile we all do all our stuff..i did my FA homework la but i think its super effective le!! i usually take days but in that few hours i can do it liao..

now i know y i can write so long blogs

haha now that i'm more busy i cannot really write long blogs...so now i know that y liwei they all's blog entry so short..y mine so long..haha..coz they're too busy to update..like now...i'm so so busy just finished my camp and now doing my presentation on the whole CSP project which is due next tuesday!! so rush man!!

Anyway very busy, next few weeks all got presentation and stuff..wa cham ah...holiday faster come....

I'm feeling better

Hey..my Individual presentation was very very bad but i really thank God its over. Hock Kee consoled me a little..Actually i was not used to the way he lead pple and i told Ms Tan if he do that to me again face to face i'll speak my mind.. but these days after we plan to sponser Zhou Jie.. We were encouraging each other and sharing the lessons we learnt through our walk with God.. meanwhile Jason is entertaining Ai Ping..newcomer in church..Ms Tan's Track n field student.. Haven't really talked to her.. don't wana be like Hui Yun like that so despo to talk to new comers..haha ok la i very bad..i'm still learning how to deal with this kinda pple..haiz..life is full of up and down..but if its for God its more than worthy..coz i know God is always with me with i'm suffing.. =)

Me n Ms Tan are ok liao..hehe..today she's coming down for coaching TP again..i don't know wana go down or not...
firstly is what happened last week and
Secondly i got meeting anyway..but i think the meeting should end before they finish and
Lastly i haven't do my FA homework..but i do liao i also don't know how to hand in coz i'm not coming to school till next monday..haiz..i also don't know..

see how later
but i'm feeling better and i'm trying to not reply on my emotions..bcoz its very unhealthy...haiz..
we're still learning..hehe
Jiayou everybody for your exams!!
Jiayou for those who's deadlines are coming!! (like me)
and EnJOY THOSE WHO ARE HAVING HOLIDAYS!!
hehehe

long time no blog

wao lao...now whats wrong with my bears.......
irritating le..now the chatter box is back to normal my bears all run away from home...bears..come back...i need you

have been super busy with my midterm test
my fiancial accounting so bad only got
51.5/100
22nd percentile
cham...

my stats still ok
45/100
don know what percentile but its below the 50th percentile..sian...

haiz..then i'm in the valley once again...
i knew i was distracted but i couldn't help it..
then i became too busy and i did not read the bible and stuff..
i told God i can't then i got a sign about "God will fins time for you to do His will" then ok la i read the bible but i didn't pray a lot on my own
I can't help it and i try ways and mean to have desire for God but....
anyway i fell...
many things were happening around me, my friends, my family, the circle and place i was in a person's heart was shaken (at least i felt that)..
i questioned my faith..i say i can't feel God..
had a lot of sessions with Ms Tan. She say when we try to get closer to God, the more difficult it will get because of the devil and the spiritual warfare but just remember His blessings that he poured out to you, count your blessings instead of your trails and tribulations...and remember that God is with u..when you need care and love he is always there..like even our earthly parents want to give us good gifts what more about our heavenly father?

but it didn't help much..i can say now that i'm still very emotional n i claim that i don't know the feeling of getting touched by God..i'm not if i did..but i would really wana know the feeling lo..

last sunday the pastor's brother came to preach, he preached about desire and thirst..he said this thing that really struck me..if you haven't been crying for God..haven't been touched for a long time, reflect on your hunger and thirst for God..it might be because of your faith that you are not being touched by God..
my eyes were opened..but i still don't know how about doing it..

then a few days later Ms Tan just briefly mentioned about reading the bible and praying..so i'll do my part and leave the rest to God..

then i felt that because of my fall, i disappointed Ms Tan..and i felt that our relationship (NOT BGR) was getting more and more far away...then came Ai Ping..i don't know..the circle of friends because of a new comer, the old ones get neglected..that was what i felt la..i mean its human nature la..come on..i don't blame any one..i just hope that i don't feel left out..

then ystday they came to train at SMU..i went down after my presentation (which went quite well) ai yo..got to do my homework..brb

ok i'm back..now is during financial accounting lesson..got presentation..sian..haha
ok anyway..i had a quarrel with Ms Tan last nite..i didn't have a quarrel for a long long time..but i was quite angry but i don't want our relationship to end up like me and peiwei's relationship..

But as she was explaining, i can't forgive..i don't know y then i was forced to say out my reasons y i was angry and walked away without telling her or asking for any reasons..haiz..anyway she like dun know call me how many times..i offed my phone bcoz i didn't want to answer her questions..aiyo have to go church for BS liao...
leading worship later..wish me luck..bye bye

busy busy busy

wao..want to know my past week? let me tell you.

Monday, Financial Accounting (FA) meeting n keyboard lesson.
Tuesday, whole day class n LTB meeting n FA homework
Wednesday, Study Bible Studies test n bible studies test
Thursday, Study for FA mid term exam
Friday, Car wash fund raising for LTB project
Saturday, FA mid term exam n LTB meeting n nite bike till sunday morning
Sunday, after nite nike, church service, Preaching class, Go hospital see church fren

wao...shiok man
i was praying that i will be attentive during church coz after the whole night of night bike i might not be survive church..
and i did!! my nite bike was from 1030pm to 7am
From SMU to
clementi -- the hills was killing
Nus -- after the hills got lost, extra meters cycled
West Coast Park -- play game,my group gave up..too tired
Esplanade -- went crazy, too tired till crazy, sang david tao song all around while playing game
Mustafa -- dead..but was in front, frenz encouraged me to go on
Paya lebar -- numb..am i cycling? i can't feel my limbs, but i'm still panting..(got lost twice here)
East Coast Park -- jia you jia you!! reaching! reaching!! ... y still haven't reach... am i there yet? no? hiaz...

Finally reached ECP after Travel">traveling north, west then east over 50KM!!!!!
dead...
then went to eat MAC breakfast, fell asleep when muffin was entering my mouth..hahahaha..its s very funny position to fall aslp but the sleeping feeling was great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..then slpt on the bus home, then reach home sleeo around 1.5 hrs then go church, was late..haha but lucky service started late too..
then i was normal and attentive, lucky preaching was short, did not fall asleep AT ALL!!! then eat then preaching class..DID NOT FALL ASLP TOO!!!
then went to see a church fren Jack at NUH with Ms Tan, Hock kee, Jason and Louis..
till around 9 pm..I DID NOT SLEEP AT ALL LE!!!
I'm so PROUND OF MYSELF!!! WAHAHHAHA

THANK THE GREAT GOOD LORD!! remember my little prayer? He remembered and gave me all the strength i need!!!!!

i really cannot deny that there is no God in this world and this God is not Jesus! remembering my day when i worship my ancesters and idois, What a different feeling!! its a RELATIONSHIP with God. If others are real, y can't they satisfy my spirit? y do i not feel joyous like now? Y do i have super natural strength? and most importantly, Y do I LOVE? not in BGR case..i'm not that swallow..LOVE as in LOVing everybody, bcoz I know my God LOVES all, So i should do so too..and He has helped me alot.. to LOVE EVEYRYBODY as well As HIM WHO LOVES US.
He met me off track, and walk the difficult path with me back on track. Giving me strength, love and Purpose.

Thank you Lord, Love YOU!
Teach me, bend me as long as it is according to Your will.

my blog song

hey hey!!
I was not aware that my blog song is "when you believe" a song i loved very much from the cartoon prince of egypt. this song always sparks me up when i'm down
and you know what? currently i'm not very down because i still have much faith in God. however, God put me in SMU for a reason. its not for me to Boast in my strength where i always like to be in a leadership position. It is for me to boast in my WEAKNESS. I got the hint that God put me there to test my faith. I want to know my Faith level too and i want to run this race with God. i have been having alot of encouragement these days as i surrender to God my weakness. i know i still got faith but i was falling asleep when i was perviewing my blog when i heard this song:

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could[wwoowwyes]
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
Mmmyeah

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My hearts so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say
There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (Mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[Hey]
[Ooh]

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [Oh]There can be miracles (Miracles)
When you believe (when you believe, yeah) [Though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [It's hard]
It's hard to kill (Hard to kill, oh, yeah)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will (Somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [When you]
(Ohoh)
[You will when you]
(You will when you believe)
[Oohoohooh]
[Oh...oh]
[You will When you believe]
[You will When you believe]

i got a revelation that God is there lo..Just keep on believing..if you keep on believing, praying although you feel like you're praying to the wall, By your faith, God may grant you miracles, you can't achieve it..thats the part of the song that i disagree..but Faith is a big Word, which can move mountains...
So when God is putting you to a test..He encourages you also!!

Do you know why God wants to put us through test and trails?
Its not because He wants to test us. God already knows every thing about us! Why does He needs to test us. So i got to this conclusion that, Trails or tests are meant to SHOW TO US something. e.g. our faith level, Our persistence in Christ etc. And all these things that we learn from our tests helps us to grow, help us to know more about ourselves. And so looking at the big picture, these are also events that builds us up, strengthen us, sharpen us. Amen? praise the Good Lord for the revelations!!!

And after knowing this, I also know that God wants us to start from the bottom. When we fail, we will work harder, learn more effectively. So i'm also holding onto this when i fail i tell myself God wants me to do better and God wants me to be humble by starting from the bottom.

so pple JIAYOU!! He knows all our thoughts and action. He is always there! and He will hold you when you fall, love you no matter what you have done. It is time to PLEASE HIM!!

finally again....

Wao!! Finally blog is done..found a culprite that was a mistake on my part..enjoy my blog...visitors are less and less..so sad....
Please tell me if the font is still too light..cant trust my screen liao..haha
need your blessings!
changed the word comments to blessings! hahaa

hey

Now my msg box ok liao the blog itself got problem..sian ah..do you think i should change a blogskin?
need you comments please
ai ya think lessor and lessor pple blog these days..sian also
btw i got wireless in my room! but strength low..but can surf can liao
Now on my bed..hahaha i go pao milo now..then can enjoy surf net on my bed and drink milo..hahaha

help!!!

hey can some one help me..i dun know wat is wrong with the tempate..
when i see it at home its ok
then on the lappy its bad

after i correct it from my house com then the whole template dun know wat happen..
ah peg ah..help....

hey can help me see if you can see my tagboard and clicks? my lappie cannot see le

finally..

hey...my blog is finally done..found it too black and white so added some colours to it..
anyway..ysterday's worship was a disaster..Initially i asked Ms Tan to help me pei yue then i told her i'm going to sing "We Fall Down" and "Give Me One Pure and Holy Passon". Then she say she know the 1st one but the 2nd very difficult. so i told her nvm we just sing, no need music. So i happily go to the "cell group" yesterday, taking a cab down coz all the bus except my bus came. i reached like half an hour earlier before the foundation than got to eat, and then th guitar in church is quite low..doesnt sound nice then we try to put the note higher..then Ms Tan wana think make my worship session sound better..so she tried..she worked really hard.. :) it was really nice of her..then, the room was really hot the air con think never on then i was very hot..haha then we didn't start well la..singing out of key coz we adjusted to the higher one which was too high..the low one was too low..haha then quite cork up la..then the 2nd even more..then ijust like leave it to Ms tan to do the worship liao..haha then i did sya abit la..but really cannot coordinate with Ms Tan..think if we got more time..super cork up..we end with Where is the Love..looking at the lyrics it says alot of things about the world today..
it goes like this:

What’s wrong with the world, mama
People living’ like they ain’t got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that’ll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here living’
In the USA, the big CIA
The bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you’re bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger work and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y’all, y’all

*People killing’, people dying’
Children hurt and you hear them crying’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questioning’
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain’t the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane?
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong
Nations dropping’ bombs
Chemical gasses filling’ lungs of little ones
With the ongoing’ suffering’ as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving’ really gone
So I could ask myself really what is going’ wrong
In this world that we living’ in people keep on giving’ in
Making’ wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respecting’ each other, deny thy brother
A war is going on but the reason’s undercover
The truth is kept secret, it’s swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where’s the love, y’all, come on (I don’t know)
Where’s the truth, y’all, come on (I don’t know)
Where’s the love, y’all
*
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I’m getting older, y’all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money making
Selfishness got us following our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinema
Yo’, whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we’re spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling under
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling down
There’s no wonder why sometimes I’m feeling under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
*

then i shared my testimony of my conversion. think i did it quite badly..haha Ms Tan says must write it down then discuss of a certain aspect of my christian life. tok alot of jokes la..till they keep laughing then when i wana talk about God i like didnt humble myself. I said I dun know wat happened suring my conversion. Actually is God's work within me. keeping my open to Him, and thanks to Him revealing Himself to me, and starting to build a relationship with me and His patience all the way. I really dun want to back slide. its not that being a christian is very good, shuang. But because He is too good and i cannot deny that He is not there and hm...He is my purpose..haiz i dun know..i need to still learn alot alot alot more..

ya then cai yun taught me this lesson..then went for supper..alot of pple went.. Paul, James, me, Louis, Xiao Ling, Khal, Hui Yun, Jason, Alice, Ms Tan.

then after that Jason Keep saying i'm very funny and did encourage me coz my worship thing didnt go well..haha..
ok la..think we're very friendly, then he still call me to treat him coz i just got my commission suddenly..ya things between us are getting clearer and clearer..so its good la

thanks for reading to the end!! hahaha i'll visit all your blogs too!!
haha..ok..good bye!!

Thank you

hey..thanx for all the comments for my new blog skin..but the heart shape like cant appear heart shape become X. so sad...haha
then no title..no comments so sad..

pueh..finally...

Wa..so many things happened since i've blogged..
my com got virus then cannot delete the virus..sent it to CIT helpdesk
wait for my quene for 1 HOUR!! then finally my turn then i wait wait wait till fell asleep..then when i wake up the person still repairing... -__- then i left..later then callect my dear lap top..then i went to Far East eat burger king..Forgot to bring my FA homework to do..then read my Foundation lessons book and bible..then received a call to collect my lappy then go back then i go library then go for project..
haiz..we got this LTB project..so many problems. i think most importantly the team spirit is not there. then the TA came and help us. we do the proposal and today's presentation do from 6 to 10!! then i go PS buy my dinner then go home eat and watch TV. I seriously think watching TV is super brainwashing. After i watch i haven't bathe, havent do my presentation slides which i am in charge of! then bathe then do till 230am!! i'm dying....but ok la i'm feeling ok now..got very excited bcoz of my new blog skin!! added a tagboard and the bible search thing. going to add a counter. thanks to my uni fren Elaine. she's like super resourceful! tell mi go this go that webbie to download this download that then help mi solve this problem of cant type in my journals..THANK GOD!!

think my journal going to be super long coz the box super thin..haha ok la..i'm ending

i'm saying "HI JANIS AND MINSHENG!!" my uni buddies!! hahaha.
leave me comments!! chat in tag board le!! haha
see ya!

NO TIME~~!!

aiyo..busy busy..
tml got FA quiz and FA homework which i havent touch yet
then thursday need to hand in communications assignment which is a persuasive letter which will be graded then
Friday got to hand in Stats assignment which i'm only half way there
die ah
think today have to finish FA hw then Tomolo do Com hw..then Thurs do stats..die ah..i scared i cant finish my FA and com..haiz...
think i really get my lesson
stats homework was given last week..
FA also..then i last min then do
haiz..but after class do i really sian le..ok ok i'll try this week..
saturday is homework day
i cant do homework at home..i'll end up slacking the whole day..
must go mac do..
haiz..wish me luck!!