hey hey..

wa..i haven't been writing my blog till i almost forgot my userid n password..haha..

hmm..feeling the stress from home and school..keep feeling that i'm behind time in school and plus stuff at home..mum feeling insecure and keeping an close eye on what i do..which i'm absolutely not comfortable with. home is not like a home anymore.. sis busy with her work and frenz, she does goes out with mum sometimes, bring grandma out, dad's busy with his own business but tries to come home earlier sometimes, mum's feeling bored with no one at home, no one to cook for, no one to talk to..i'm feeling like a stranger at home. maybe coz i've been minding too much of my own business and not others..maybe i'm like that coz i dun want people to mind my business too? which is, i know, its very dangerous when things goes out of hand..

maybe its my PMS and there are stuff that i bring upon myself..

hmm..i need a reformation of my life..