Fireworks!! haha!!

HEY!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
Actually wanted to upload a very cute pic that my fren sent me but couldn't..sorry guys..
anyway, you know what?! River Ang Bao will have fire works every nite until the 15th day of chinese new year!! i just saw it..but guess where was i? hehe..i watched the fire works from the bathroom..hehe..i peeped out from my bathroom window to watch the fire works..hehehehe..it was really nice..got big red ones, got one that was very nice, its a combination of purple and green..its quite a weird combi but it turned out rather nite against the black nite sky.. =) then there's this one at the very very last, where its super big and ended with glittery stuff.. hehe.. there were also the oldish kind where its only white colour..tried to give it the benefit of doubt that maybe it was purple, but couldn't convinced myself..haha..

anyway, its EVERYNITE at river ang bao..so you guys can go take a look..hehe..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =D

Jeremiah 1:19

"They will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the Lord.

WaO! i find this so cool! Who dares to say this, only the ONE TRUE GOD..my confidence in God is increasing, thank God for His grace and love.

(You're) Watching over me by FFH

Where could I run, where could I hide
Where could I go where You are not
Where could I be where You don't see
All of these demons chasing me
What kind of sin could I find myself in
Where You wouldn't stop
The world from spinning 'round and 'round
When it seems like I am upside down
But in Your comfort I have found
A safe place to fall

And I'll be alright
Safe inside
Stayin' alive
As long as You are watching over me

Where could I go where I don't know
All of the comfort You bestow
Where could I fall, where could I land
Where I'm not resting in Your hand
How could I stray too far away
Where You won't leave the ninety-nine
To come and bring me back
And put me on Your shoulders and
Carry me around Your neck
Until it's safe to walk

And I'll be alright
Safe inside
Stayin' alive
As long as You are watching over me

And I will be fine
'Cause You are by my side
And I'll be okay
'Cause You're with me every day
This one thing is sure
I could never, ever ask for more

And I"ll be alright
Safe inside
Stayin alive

Isaiah's Commission

Isaiah 6:5 - 8
"Woe to me!" I cried. "I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the LORD Almighty."

6 Then one of the seraphs flew to me with a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with tongs from the altar. 7 With it he touched my mouth and said, "See, this has touched your lips; your guilt is taken away and your sin atoned for."

8 Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?"
And I said, "Here am I. Send me!"

I admire Isaiah's attitude towards serving the Lord. I hope to feel the same intensity that he felt towards his revelation.

This verses enlightened me. As i shared with the leaders of the IB on saturday, i pray that whenever they are discouraged, that they do not forget the great plan God has, of his great commission, of his great salvation plan for each individual to each church to each nation to the whole of the earth. Be excited! for we all are part of God's wonderful and great plans! I want to be part of it! I want to do be part of what my loving Father is doing! like what Pastor williby (ops, dun know how to spell his name) preached about he wants to be where God is, he's excited to see people turn to God, excited to do God's work, excited to show the world of God's power and miracles. As i'm typing this a surge of excitement just fills me..hehe..
though i know, i'm not of the TJ's pastor's faith and maturity, but i am simply just excited! hehe, for once, i'm excited of the unknown, because i know God's in it. =D

Maybe i dun know what's required of me, i dun know what is expected of me, but i pray that God use this excitement to motivate me in my service. i know God can do it!

hehe..

and...i wana thank the people who has been giving me the extra attention after reading my struggles? hmm..people might not have noticed, but all your extra little care and concerns and even conversations do encourage me and brighten up my day and brings a smile to my face. thanks so much every body!! hehe.

I hope i can be more concerned about other's life too..hehe coz that's what God's concerned about!! hehe..i not KPO ok..its call concerned...(fuquan always classify it as being KPO..haha..hope you're doing great in NS, Fuquan! dun lose hope that there are nice people around..AHEM..like here...hehehe..)

To shirley: my dear sponser, hehe, i'm sorry that i haven't been very accountable, things are just happening so fast i can't even catch my breath. dun be guilty of neglecting me, a prayer or two will be deeply appreciated. I know its not easy to be working at the same time studying, i really know its tiring and exhuastive. i'll try to cooperate with you more k..hehe..sorry for the late reply ystday..hehe..thank you so much for always checking out my blog though i super long didn't blog liao you're still so faithful..thank you very very much Shirley!! hope you had a great birthday!! --your sponsee, xiuchun

THANK YOU JESUS FOR THE ANSWERS!!

hmm..thanks alot of reading my blogs people, really appreciate it..

anyway, really wana thank God about how he answered my struggles these past 3 weeks..

Many opportunities are opening up..i do thank God for them, but i have to constantly reming myself that its not about me God, its all about you..but time to time, it never fails me to look at my shortcomings, my weaknesses, qualities that i do not possess that is required of my to do my job.

One good example is, i can't sing! in primary school, i still remember that i have difficulties singing our national anthemn..that's no kidding..every morning i go to school, line up and get ready to sing the anthemn, i struggle..i sing horribly..i sound horrible and i always try to hide away from teachers so they wun see that i'm not singing and catch me..until one day, i saw some people dun need to sing national anthemn, i so happy and thought, they dun sing, i also can dun sing..so happily i enjoyed my mornings listening to the national anthemn..UNTIL i realized, foreigners dun have to sing national anthemn..-_-"' ok so i have to sing my national anthemn..then until one fine day, i caught one of my good frenz not singing the anthemn!! haha! i so happy!! got pple who is a singaporean who dun sing the national anthemn..so that's about my singing in primary school..

in secondary school..i only sing my band song..hehe..its very nice, even the lyrics are so nice..i'm getting to appreciate the lyrics of my band song more when i became a christian. it goes
"we are a part of a military band, we are one and only outram band...*forgot lyrics* but still, i remember this part..
If God gonna a test on us, we will never fail the task, His spirit in build in all of us, we will survive till the end...coz we're one and only outram band and the best is our band..........blah blah blah..ok i know you must be confused
but anyway, i like that part about if God gonna put a test on us, we will not fail bcoz His spirit is in us! amen?!

ok so thats all for my "singing life" then i got a big bunch of frenz who like to go KTV..so i reached another "peak" for my "singing life"

then after becoming a christian...dun know what happened..i became a worship leader........... *thunders & lightnings* I can't sing!! how can it be??!! i'm still struggling with my singing today.. but anyway, that's not my main point..

Next, about leadership opportunities that are coming up..my spiritual life is not doing well..and things are just at a pace that is too fast for me to even catch up with myself..I start to question many things including myself, my motives..i dun have the answers, i prayed that God will reveal my motives to me and if its wrong, i pray that God corrects me..Comparing with people like Grace/Gary/Choonleong/Yvonne everybody else who are all more senior than me, has a longer history with God, are more exposed to Christian teachings and had more time communicating with church people and all..In what aspect of my christian life am i suitable to take up this leadership opportunities? especially now that i'm not really right with God?! I dun have it!! i dun have the qualities!! how to lead when i have nothing to give?!!

about my motives, especially when you're in a leadership position, motives are really impt and we must be very sensitive to it..we should be servants and we serve not for our own glory, but for God's..

but why serve God? besides that because the bible says so, why do I want to serve God? How does my relationship with God answer that question? this boils down to my motive of service..do i serve God for my own glory? Do i serve God bcoz pple tells me to? Do i serve God so that He can bless me? so that He will answer my prayers? What is my motivation of serving God?

its definitely, not easy to serve..it even discourages me to see people not serving..Choices Choices Choices..I choose to do it..WHY? what's my motivation? i tell meself, "just do it la..if you dun than who will?" i really want to thank people from the ushering team..its really not easy to be faithful in service alternate weeks, even continuous weeks..and just by seeing them serving motivates me..seeing people like Ms Tan, Paul, Terence who are serving almost decades of their lives and still going on..they're not superman or woman..they're just mere humans, like you and me..These people motivates me..but ultimately, i know its for God's kingdom..that's something i can't figure out, but God reveal through really unexpected ways!

First, why do i serve?
Out of a thankful and grateful heart. For all that He has done for me, He saved me, He died for me..these speaks to me and answered my doubts..
Guys, i know its not easy to feel for things like this, esp when you're down, but i really pray that as you read, God will touch hearts and reveal.

and than, that very same day, these came out from my own mouth:
When God gives the opportunity, trust Him that He has His plans that prospers us and not to harm us. Even when we feel that we can't do it, dun limit God to our limited minds.

that very same day that i talked about the above, a thought struck my mind and reminded me
like what jonathan suber preached about last week, He can do miracles in us! we have the capacity to be miracles of God!

in short:
dun limit God's miracles with our limited minds + have the faith that God has plans that prospers us + God already put in us the qualities to be a miracle when He created us.

the above equation: plus keeping an open mind when serving.
elaboration: we're all not perfect YET, God mould us through opportunities. therefore, an open mind is crucial if we want to be better people for God's glory.

I hope you guys know what i'm talking about and i hope that these answers God revealed to me will reveal to you as well..

hey hey..

wa..i haven't been writing my blog till i almost forgot my userid n password..haha..

hmm..feeling the stress from home and school..keep feeling that i'm behind time in school and plus stuff at home..mum feeling insecure and keeping an close eye on what i do..which i'm absolutely not comfortable with. home is not like a home anymore.. sis busy with her work and frenz, she does goes out with mum sometimes, bring grandma out, dad's busy with his own business but tries to come home earlier sometimes, mum's feeling bored with no one at home, no one to cook for, no one to talk to..i'm feeling like a stranger at home. maybe coz i've been minding too much of my own business and not others..maybe i'm like that coz i dun want people to mind my business too? which is, i know, its very dangerous when things goes out of hand..

maybe its my PMS and there are stuff that i bring upon myself..

hmm..i need a reformation of my life..

Exams results.......**Lightning**

hellO!! the scariest of the holidays is over...i've got all my results..
in SMU the results come out one by one..some prof mark faster, some mark slower..
for me, the worst subjects came the fastest..was super sian at the beginning of the holidays..
first was my organizational behavior module...which was my favourite

Holidays!

Hello!!
got a virtual pet from my dear junior, huishan's blog..hehe suppose to meet up with her after my exams but after i read her blog, hmm..she sound really exhuasted..better contact her soon...

anyway, now's holidays!! i going to cut hair again now..ystday cut hair like didn't cut like that now going kimage to cut again..

gtg, update again..

anyway, Choon!! i found your blog!! from hweeling's blog..hehe, but ya..can't type anything..hehe..create one more?

God bless...

Exams Exams Exams

Hello!!
hey guys i got good news!! my PARENTS (Both mum and dad) allow me to go for CHURCH CAMP!!!!!! Woooo!! Praise the Lord!! i really really learn to wait upon the Lord and wait for God's timing for things. and indeed! God is good!! i learnt alot through this process...about praying, seeking God, acknowledging that He is God (as in seek His approval for things), know that i am weak and i need His grace, He has abundant of grace (BUT never take it for granted) also, making sure of your motives before you do things, esp doing the things of God, to ensure maximum learning experience. haha..

aiya..i still got quite alot of things to share...but now mugging for exams..
this term super xiong, 4 papers in 2 days..monday and tuesday..
so i'm only left with 5 days for my 4 modules...help!! i mean God help.
God has really been providing me with strength everyday. i slept at 2 and woke up at 6/7 this morning and have been studying with 10min nap inbetween. totally not my style and i know God has been providing me with the strength and determination.. THANK YOU JESUS!! May i praise You ALL DAYS of my life!! even if 'there's pain in the offering'..

=)

Hello, i seriously think my blog is just for show..haha..find no point really keeping a blog leh..

haha...ops..

maybe i'll consider not blogging...hmm..

anyway, all my assignments, progject deadlines, presentations are all coming up.
ESP my mid term exams, not studying for finance mid term exam tml..
hmm..i'm not sure if i can stay commited with my commitments through all these things that is going on. God, help me manage my time well..

i'm losing my motivation to do things, maybe too many things come at the same time i get freaked out and my organizing fail and pile up higher and higher then getting lesser and lesser motivated.. hmm..God help me please...

i'm getting to understand why some pple tell me that they are not motivated and all..and maybe its just their circumstances keep them moving..haiz. God, i dun wana just be here, Help me bring Glory to You God!

Fuquan's going NS soon..think he's kinda sad, must jiayou fuquan! you're not the only one going through this..=)

ok i gtg..see you guys...bye bye..

Some one got Sued for racist blogging!!

Ai yo ai yo!!
i didn't know even blogging also can get sued!
got 2 pple got sued for blogging racism stuff..
so ah you all better be careful what you all blog k..
for more information: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/167812/1/.html

hehe..now things are going well, getting the momentum of school..but the readings are still very overwhelming for me..SO MUCH THINGS TO READ!!
esp company law..think i can just spend one whole week reading company law..but really really thank God that the textbook's ang mo is managable for my standard..
as you know, my ang mo so powderful, i can't understand very chim (esp the law kinda english) ang mo..was struggling like mad last term with the (biz law) readings..gave up from the start..haha

haiz..time time time is precious..no time to waste liao!

i really Thank God for all that He's given me, i'm learning to acknowledge and thank God every day for things like, my school's 15 min away, my church is 15 min away and my home is centre..hehe..God, really wana give you all the Glory and Credit for all the good things in my life! my friends, my churchmates, my schoolmates, my old/new/current friends..
though i dun really like my horrible pimples now, but God, i still thank You, coz i've learnt to better appreciate the skin that You've given me..hehe.. =) *staying positive! positive...*

i'm studying organizational behavour now..which talks alot about how pple react and behave think its really good..love its readings..think its very applicable everywhere, home, church, school..hehe..looking forward to major in this..but dun know what are my career aspects though... hmm...thinking....

just randomly updating..hehe..

School Started!!! hehe..New Campus...haha

Hey all fellow brothers and sisters in christ! (even those who are just interested or curious) this is a webbies of all the daily devotions! cool eh..courtesy of bible gateway..hehe..try some! good for the soul...hehe..
http://www.gospelcom.net/spiritual_walk/devotionals/
May God bless your spiritual walk abundantly!

hello, since school reopened, just have a boost of strength and urgency to know that i can't live in my own world in school any more. have to work hard!! argh..have been reading, catching up and i really like what i'm studying now!! hehe..of course la..coz can choose my modules this term liao...

i'm taking:

-Finance (the prof simply encourage me with his efforts and passion to really help us master the theories and calculations of Finance; he just protary the super approachable image and when he talks you can really see he tries his best to answer every one of your questions)

-International Econs (thought the prof talks so slowly i almost everytime fall asleep, but i like the readings..=) i like econs from JC hehe)

-Finishing Touch (a module that teaches skills for us to step into the working world..cool, but very ma fan..hmm needs to put in alot of effort for the assignments too)

-Management of People at Work (Handsome canadian prof..hehehe..alot of teamwork and team discussions which makes class very interesting for most of us, my teamate even did video conferencing with her french boy fren--she's an exchange student from france)

-Company Law (haven't attended the lesson yet, but the textbook is alot easier to read than the SMU biz law text and looks interesting from the ones that i've read so far, a lot to catch up tough..)


Life's tough, but i thank God that He uses all these little things to motivate me to work hard for His Glory..hehe..God is just so awesome....

Quite alot of pple sick these days..you guys please take good care ya?

ok got to go back and do my assignment liao..

jiayou pple! God bless!!

hello..LOooOoOong Time NoOoOooo write...

Haha..miss me?
wahahaha...

ya just finish work last wed..hmm was kinda sad when i left..really like that place and its the best places that i've worked at so far..

when i was in sec 3 worked at coffee bean, that was also good experience, but was going through i tough break up then so didn't really enjoy my work. furthermore, a quite old guy asked me to be with him (he also work at coffee bean)..i nearly faint when he talked to me about it..Thank God Janet was there, to distract him..haha me and janet were like joking and laughing out loud when the guy ask me THE question..hahaha..i'm sorry for being so bad, but give me a break! he's 30 plus and i'm only 15 then!! haha..so anyway, i laughed out of that situation..it was really funny..the 3 of us, me, janet, and that guy were sitting at the coffee bean we work at. that guy purposely came down to wait for me after my work, even called coffee bean to ask me to stay back to meet him..haha..telling me he got something to tell me..then i was like, just tell me now la.. (i didn't think too much, thought he wana talk rubbish..haha..ops..was really insensitive then la..sorry..haha) but he say he'll wait till i finish work..then i was like this person siao ah..nothing better to do..haha..ops..sorry..i was really bad then..haha.. Anyway, then he came, and i finished work, we sat down, before we started to talk, the chatterbox janet came kpoing..asking y the both of us sitting there..then she ask if she can sit also..then i was like OK OK!! haha...then me and janet talk talk talk..haha..he like in the back ground..ops..haha then when he got our attention and started to talk..hmm...both me and janet couldn't understand what he was saying..he was talking in circles! haha..then finally when he asked could you be my girlfren, both me and janet frozed...haha..then ask him, you're asking me or janet? haha..ops...he like biao chou qing..haha..then when he say its me, Janet laugh out loud!! hahaha..then i frozed...hahaha..eh.........i thought...then i ask him if he's joking...then that sickening janet ask when did he started to like me...then he say like when he first saw me and all that kinda stuff...haha..then both of us laughed out loud..then janet help me answer bu ke neng de la! hahaha...then i was like haha Go Janet Go! hahaha..

ok anyway, are you all entertained? haha..i'm very entertained by that poor guy..like give two 15-yr olds cheat..haha..ops..
anyway, ya it ended with me and janet laughing till we stomachache and the guy rejected flat in the face...ops...sorry la...

Anyway, ya, was saying, when i left, they gave me a table fan and a desktop cover, both quite cute..was quite sad to leave
there's this lady, Dorrine..she said a very touching speech before i left..hmm..all of them told me to study hard..like i'm their daughter..haha..but really la..they really take care of me and dote on my alot..though my lazy bones always dun wana go to work but my heart will always look forward to go..haha..Jesus, thank you for placing each one of them, karen, Jeslyn, Javine, Jeanie, Neo, Nora, Lynn, Linda, Mavis, Cornnie, Emily, Azlyn, Sita, Kai Sa...still got some others la..but mostly my happy times are with these pple..=) Jesus, may you bless them.

hmm..i would be very glad to go back next holiday but i know things will never be the same again and friendships will never be the same again.

Haiz..this is the painful reality, just like that, things will change, unless they're in your heart.

Oh! another nice thing to jote down, Shirley bought me a box of quotes!! haha..friendship quotes, MY FAVOURITE! they're really cool..haven't finish reading it yet..hehe..but Thanks alot Shirley! really appreciate it!

here's a few i've found..think its very interesting to share..hehe

"We will be friends until forever, just you wait see." - Pooh Bear
**"A friend is one who knows all about you and likes you anyway." --Christi Mary Warner
"Friends are like television. Some are like PBS and always asking for money. Others are like the news, with sad tales to tell everyday, some are like that one station with the foreing language; you don't understand a word of it but you listen and watch anyway. And then there are the ones like the commercials, always changes, ever-so-annoying and only seem to be there when you are bored. But every once and a while you meet someone who's like a really good movie of the week or that one tv show you hardly ever get to see anymore because you're so busy. My point is hold on to the friends you care about and since we don't have a remote control to mute someone or just change the channel, pick your friends carefully."
"Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch ur heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just becuase it was with them. They're the people you can
share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life." -Kate Tierney

what do you think?
cool eh? hehe

I'VE GOT A JOB!!!

Hello hello!!
I've got a job at UOB Bank at the Credit Card Department at Novena Square..my desk's computer spoil liao..now using dun know who's computer..hehe..hope i dun offend pple here..dun feel like mixing around with the people..feel like just being in my own world here..but i know its not good la..scully politics then can faint liao.
The people here mostly girls..hehe..not bad..but my supervisor very kan chong one..hehe..she'll always keep me busy..

Now having Lunch..so sad..having lunch alone..thats y dao bao back and come online lo..hmm..sian but its ok la..i'm looking forward to my next job..hehe first time doing office work..have that kind of xin fu de gan jue..hehe..waited so long for this job..

hmm..i'm sorry janice and Peiwei..actually we wanted to work together but this job came at the last min..i'm sorry, i really feel very bad for working like that..

Friendship Quotes! -- From The Bible

"Friends always show their love. What are brothers for if not to share troubles?"- Proverbs 17:17
"Some friendships do not last, but some friends are more loyal than brothers."
- Proverbs 18:24

"An honest answer is the sign of true friendship."
- Proverbs 24:26

"A friend means well, even when he hurts you. But when an enemy puts his hand round your shoulder - watch out!"
- Proverbs 27:6

"Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up."
- Bible: Ecclesiastes

"My friends are my estate. Forgive me then the avarice to hoard them. They tell me those who were poor early have different views of gold. I don't know how that is. God is not so wary as we, else He would give us no friends, lest we forget Him."
- Emily Dickinson

"The greatest love a person can have for his friends is to give his life for them."
- John 15:13

"A friend is one who strengthens you with prayers, blesses you with love and encourages you with hope."
- sent by Chris

"Those who live in the Lord never see each other for the last time."

"A mirror reflects a man's face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friends he chooses."
- Proverbs 27:19
NB: Brendan Johnston notes that this passage usually reads: "As water reflects a face, so a man's heart reflects the man."

"A friend loveth at all times."
- Proverbs 17:17

"Iron sharpens iron; so a man sharpens his friend's countenance."
-Proverbs 27:17 -Sent in by Frankie

"Friends are friends forever, if the Lord is the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never, cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands I know
That a lifetime's not too long... to live as friends."
-Michael W Smith - Sent in by Kellene

The Cookie Thief

The Cookie Thief - by Valerie Cox
Read by Wayne Dyer

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A woman was waiting at an airport one night
With several long hours before her flight
She hunted for a book in the airport shop
Bought a bag of cookies and found a place to drop
She was engrossed in her book but happened to see
That the man beside her as bold as could be
Grabbed a cookie or two from the bag between
Which she tried to ignore to avoid a scene
She munched cookies and watched the clock
As this gutsy cookie thief diminished her stock
She was getting more irritated as the minutes ticked by
Thinking "If I wasn't so nice I'd blacken his eye"
With each cookie she took he took one too
And when only one was left she wondered what he'd do
With a smile on his face and a nervous laugh
He took the last cookie and broke it in half
He offered her half as he ate the other
She snatched it from him and thought "Oh brother
This guy has some nerve and he's also rude
Why he didn't even show any gratitude"
She had never known when she had been so galled
And sighed with relief when her flight was called
She gathered her belongings and headed for the gate
Refusing to look back at the thieving ingrate
She boarded the plane and sank in her seat
Then sought her book which was almost complete
As she reached in her baggage she gasped with surprise
There was her bag of cookies in front of her eyes
"If mine are here" she moaned with despair
"Then the others were his and he tried to share"
"Too late to apologize she realized with grief"
That she was the rude one, the ingrate, the thief

haha..think its very interesting..what do you guys think? what do you learn from it?
hmm..i was thinking about being kind to others
then was thinking
maybe its the grace that we should always give with a cheerful heart.

Christian Leadership

God, how to lead Your people? Lord, what can i do to glorify You? Lord Jesus, i pray that You'll give me a humble heart to serve You and Your people.

i'm not borned a leader.

I need guidance, I need training, I need strength, I need encouragement to be one. Jesus, may you provide, for You are my Provider, and I trust in You.

its not easy being a leader, but if i'm called for the job, i'll do it, i'll do what God wants, for i trust His plans for me. I want to do my best to glorify God. and i trust that GOd will provide.

post exams activities

hehe..hello, its me again

hehe i thurs finish, fri went out with my uni frenz...watched 2 movies that day but with different people, one with uni frenz, one with fuquan (ching dun wana come along so dun be mistaken)

watch SAHARA with uni frenz, i dun know its me or what but i think the supporting actor's action super funny, i keep laughing when its like danger..think i must be very irritating...but i really do find him very funny, haha after watching that show have a very victorious feeling!! haha, like I just won a war..haha..ya but its not me la..i'm daydreaming haha..

at nite watched GUESS WHO, this one..in front romantic, middle funny, behind meaningful, its not a fantastic show but i like the morale behind it. the morale that i gathered is about one's pride. in the show, the dad was a very prideful person, the bf not so prideful but he really ren till canno ren liao so his pride came out, like there's still a level of pride in him. When they really want to get their woman/gf back, the dad really put down his pride but the bf n gf didn't went well even though the bf has put some pride down but at the crucial moment he didn't, then the dad went to find the bf and tell him, if you really love that girl, nothing else matters, even the things which you treasure the most (their pride) does not matter when it comes to keeping their love.
hehe, i can really understand this morale but mine is not that kinda romantic love la, i'm referring to friends..friendship love. i think what the dad said is really true, nothing is more than my friends, even though i love my pride but i cannot lose my friends too and putting down of pride really makes things easier. So friends, just wana let all of you know that the root of sin is pride, pride has a lot of side effects that makes it seems that its not pride that caused all the trouble, but it is, so put down your pride, things will be easier than losing dear ones. letting them go may seems to be the easiest alternative in a quarrel, but make sure you dun regret and you might miss out another alternative that is better for the situation which just might be putting down your pride.

yup so the show is ok la..hehe not fantastic but i like the morale..ok! i'm getting naggy, starting to repeat myself..haha

anyway, things seems to be ok for me, going to search for jobs next week i think, hehe..see how...

its in this kinda period (peaceful season) that i'm most afraid that i'll be contented, comfortable and things will not be peaceful after this season. yup so i better get my butt moving before its rooted to the bed of roses i'm in now..hehe

ok i'll keep you guys updated again..now go visit your blogs..hehe..
take care k?

exams are over!!

Hello people....
hehe..just finished my exams today!! so happy..but currently house com got problem, keep restarting itself, so cannot really type long msges..anyway, i've got my taiwan photos!! i'll try to post it asap!!

lastly, would like to thank everybody who kept me in their prayers!! may God bless you back many folds!! Love you guys..meet up soon!

For eileen: when are we going to play badminton?
for Peiwei: i'm honoured to be your friend too! jiayou!!
For gracia: hey whats your blog add...share leh..hehe
for yishan: FREEDOM!!!! hahaha...
for ching: jiayou jiayou!! you can do it!! i've got alot of oil (body oil) if you want some..hahaha.. ok sorry to disgust you..haha jiayou! God bless you ching!!

for anybody who is reading this: hello nice to meet you..haha..thanks for visiting, leave me a msg!! leave details like your name? do you have a blog too? hehe..just wana reciprocrite your love..haha.. =) keep you all updated again..maybe need to go school to use the net! keep in touch people!! love ya!

exams exams exams

wa..choon leong..dun xiao zhang..i know you finish exams liao..too eng rite...

anyway, guys my exams end on 15th april..but ok la..2 weeks piaing for a 4 months break..can one can one...

i should plan my study plans...

ok la..but i too stressed to do anything...
ok ok i have to get my feet going..

ok la..i'll update my blog more often after my exams k..

thanx for reading people...
really appreciate all of your comments..
love you guys, miss ya!