busy stress..I NEED MORE TIME

oh man oh man..ok here is an update, i'm going to be dead.

i'm super screwed..i've got a MA test tml morning 830am and i only touched a small portion (the size of a salt crystal) and i've got maybe s cupful of salt left? haiz..i was wondering why ami so screwed..
i wanted to revise last week, but i seems to always have something else to do, esp when i've got a presentation today which our data collection is like only a little..

think i should have arranged my schedule...
ok la..hope i can stay awake tonite to study..
God help..

busy stress..I NEED MORE TIME

oh man oh man..ok here is an update, i'm going to be dead.

i'm super screwed..i've got a MA test tml morning 830am and i only touched a small portion (the size of a salt crystal) and i've got maybe s cupful of salt left? haiz..i was wondering why ami so screwed..
i wanted to revise last week, but i seems to always have something else to do, esp when i've got a presentation today which our data collection is like only a little..

think i should have arranged my schedule...
ok la..hope i can stay awake tonite to study..
God help..

hey

hey people!! go download MSN 7!! its super cool!!

anyway the movie with ching was great! haha
a series of unfortunate events

Firstly, it tells children not to take for granted what they have
secondly, it tells them that not all people are good
thirdly, it tells children that in every situation there is a way out, dun give up hope
forthly, there are still good people in the world
fifth, when you're with your family members, wherever you go, its a home already.

yup think its nice la..the boy very cute haha the baby also
they girl got character haha (you qi zhi)

i still wana watch in good company and HELLPALUMP!!! hmm....did i spell correctly?

anyway, ystday was a fun day out with ching hehe..
i'm her model..haha for imee's present..

anyway, PEG AND MEH MEH you owe me money k? haha i'll call you all up soon...
haha

ok la..
anyway, these few days were peaceful and enjoyable, many times i hope these days will come more often, i'm thankful for them, and will always cherish them, i want to write them down so that i will never ever forget them. hehe..thank God!

take care people!
see ya!

A Series of Unfortunate Tales

hehe..hello, ystday nite went to watch a series of unfortunate tales with Ching.
its quite good.

Firstly, it teaches children not to take things for granted
when their house was burnt down, then they learn to appreciate their home.
Secondly, not to trust everybody.
Thirdly, it teach the children to use their talents and fight for their rights, like in every situation there is a way out.
Forthly, it also teaches the children that home is where a family is together no matter where they are, learning to appreciate each other as a family

yup so these are the things i've learnt la..hehe..

then next, i was huiching model! hahaha..we have to get imee's present in half an hour haha.
we went to zara, i tried 5 tops then in the end we got one cardigan, its very thick, to let Imee go Japan use one..
then we went to penili's silver to get imee a bracelet then yup! its done!
haha..within budget..haha..
its quite a nice experience, first time i change so fast haha and everything seems to go with my baggy 3 quats haha..all so nice, we had a hard time choosing..haha..ops haha ok la..the clothes there are nice la...but you know the model do make a difference...hahaha..get the idea? can? haha

yup, its a good time hanging with Ching, haha but we didn't really have time to talk..haha..we talk halfway..

anyway, peg and meh meh is suppose to pay me..haha..i'll call you all soon..very soon..haha..

ok take care all of you!
see ya!

A Series of Unfortunate Tales

hehe..hello, ystday nite went to watch a series of unfortunate tales with Ching.
its quite good.

Firstly, it teaches children not to take things for granted
when their house was burnt down, then they learn to appreciate their home.
Secondly, not to trust everybody.
Thirdly, it teach the children to use their talents and fight for their rights, like in every situation there is a way out.
Forthly, it also teaches the children that home is where a family is together no matter where they are, learning to appreciate each other as a family

yup so these are the things i've learnt la..hehe..

then next, i was huiching model! hahaha..we have to get imee's present in half an hour haha.
we went to zara, i tried 5 tops then in the end we got one cardigan, its very thick, to let Imee go Japan use one..
then we went to penili's silver to get imee a bracelet then yup! its done!
haha..within budget..haha..
its quite a nice experience, first time i change so fast haha and everything seems to go with my baggy 3 quats haha..all so nice, we had a hard time choosing..haha..ops haha ok la..the clothes there are nice la...but you know the model do make a difference...hahaha..get the idea? can? haha

yup, its a good time hanging with Ching, haha but we didn't really have time to talk..haha..we talk halfway..

anyway, peg and meh meh is suppose to pay me..haha..i'll call you all soon..very soon..haha..

ok take care all of you!
see ya!

Changes

changing for God is so much easier for me.
from what i think, i feel that if we're changing for God, He is our source of strength and motivation.
and also about changing because of guilt or because of love.
we are not directly pressured when we hurt God, but we always know that God wants us to change for good and if we already promise we cannot backout and we know by us changing, we knows it please God, as it will please others by not hurting them and meeting expectations. but have to be cautious not to let it stumble us, which is changing for the good, not for the evil.

yup so this is one of the things i learnt this week

school work is piling up, presentations are coming, submission of reports are all coming up.
but none the less, i still have time for my friends!! i always enjoy all of your presences k?
miss of you!!

God, How to live up to Your kind of love?

there's so many questions i want to ask God,
there's so many things i dun know how to do it God's way
there's so many things i'm doing in vain
God, hear my prayers?

Be a nice person. that's how i started, i think i was doing ok, until the hurts came.
Do you know the kind of feeling? when you're helping someone, you dun know how to, you put ur heart out, but people, dun want it, people dun need your help, when you ask them about it, they dun reply. when i back off saying, i'm not in your position i dun understand, have your way, i'll pray for you, nite nite.

so what now..
whats between a concern and an irritating person?
friends..what should friends be like?
extra mile? how does it apply to real life?
benefit, detriment analysis? i seriously think that it does not apply in friendships and God's love.

So how much can i give? how could i give it beyond what i could? i want to, but how?
How can anyone learn without hurting anybody??
the answer is no..
i feel bad
but everything was said n done


hurts (theirs) again..
pride (mine) again..
yet again (us)..

hmm....haiz..i'm ok la..i hope no one sees this..
dun worry about me..
i need to learn..
and i know people are helping me to

Jesus, i need your Grace..