Back from sydney to die in homeland

Hey hey.. back from sydney.. sick..was sick from wednesday onwards..that one really can die ah..

Australia tonite!!

Hey hey hey.. i'm coming to australia sydney tonite!! i'll be missing alot of people this coming week!! hmm coz this week was such a fulfilling week, i could really feel that God has placed me in the midst of my relationships for a good purpose.. I feel that God can used me in so many more ways.. Lord, only in you i can fulfil my purpose, help me Lord.. Refill me and restore me as you use my as your instrument Lord.. I want to run this maranthon with you and for you alone. Lord, i want to be where you are and where you want me to be!! :D

Today pastor preached about the 2 verses which i sent out during this past week to encourage others.. I'm not really sure what this means, maybe this is really what God wants to say to our church? God i dun want to be a hero, I want to be in your plans..Help me not boost anything of myself but only in you Lord.. :) for i know the humble will be exalted at the end of the day.. hehehehehe...delayed gratification..hahaha no la kidding.. Lord help me k? you know i have this tendency.. :)

hmm..anyway don't y suddenly came to blog also.. dun have anymore to say.. see ya one week later!! shall sleep for 30mins first..hehehe.. byebye!!

I want to change blogskin!!

I'm back!

Its been such a long time since I posted anything on this blog!! hahaha I've been quite free these days, after the completion of watch heroes season one and season two, i've got nothing to do!! Everytime i surf blogs I feel the urge to blog again..haha i'm just wondering if i can one year dun touch my blog. The last time i bloged was oct 19 2007 but i guess i can't wait that long..

You know why?? hehe coz i'm going to start work soon!! at DP information group.. as a research officer. The more i think about it the more i like and cherish the opportunity given by them. Its a one year training program (at least that was what i was told) as a research officer, then i'll move on to either be a business analyst or do research projects. Personally, i would really hope that i can be a business analyst because i want to go into business consultantancy work in the future. Not that it pays very well, but because i love it..

Actually i was rejected by IBM which i thought was a wonderful opportunity, even the interview that i met, Ms Chu from Global Business Services is really very nice. But i guess i'm not good enough for that. HOWEVER! I'm going to train myself up at which ever opportunity and I pray that God will open the door for me to go into consultancy work.

I guess in this very confused and frustrated period of my life, i kinda laid down my career path directions and really explore what do i really wana do. You know it feels great to have goal, it really motivates you alot and change alot of perception about things. But God i pray that you'll search my motives and let me not be so selfish in building my world kingdom on earth and not knowing what is the most important. like what luke 12:21 tell us to be rich towards God and not yourself.

Below is this really cute picture i took from a nissan march! hahaha.. this wu gui is so cute to put on a car. Think the owner must have really the guts to put it there not afraid of what others might say about him or her. hahaha but none the less i think its so cool!! hahaha

I hope no one comes to read my blog..i just hope it can be just a private space i can freely express myself..I know my judgemental nature, and i really really PRAY that GOD will CHANGE ME please... Its horrible to feel judged i understand and hate it, despise it. I hope i don't do that to other people in terms of my speech and actions.

Later got bible studies with Daniel Ang..GOd i really dun know how to teach him anymore..GOd help me...I can't do it myself.. please give me more ideas as I share about your story with man. Father you have to work something within him. I can only be a mouth piece. I'm nothing without you, just like an instrument without a player, it is dead.. :) But i know God has been using me in many areas such as being there for bible studies, encouraging and praying with Jiawen has always been the time of the week that i look forward to!!

You know it just feels great to be at the place where you know God has called you to be. You can't feel that anywhere else!! :) Father, thank you for your mercy and undeserved favor you've given me. Thank you for giving me a calling and purpose in this life. Thank you for your blessings and unconditional love. :)

:D this is a very beautiful song about friendship...
by streams of praise.

最珍貴的角落 Precious Corner
詞：萬美蘭 曲：游智婷

謝謝你燦爛笑容，
照亮我的天空，
謝謝你分享心情，
把我放在你心中。

夜裡有時為寒冷，
你我生根同暖土，
友情是最亮的星，
我的生命從此美麗。

當你被花朵包圍盡情歡欣，
我帶春風使你舞其中，
當你正走在坎坷路，
我會伴你在左右。

一起向藍天歡呼，
向白雲招手，
我們要一起笑一起哭。
千萬人中有個人懂我，你有最珍貴的角落。