This scene i've seen it the 3rd time now..

noise, cheers, laughter, many many different colour uniforms, many maze, many chao ta faces...

Today is the last day of 30th band NCO camp.

This scence is so familiar, i've gone through it once, saw my dearest junior gone through once, now its at my school.

remembering it 4 years ago, it was a eye opener for me. I saw so many people holding the same positions as me, holding on the the glory of our whole band--the maze, marching with honour on the SAF air base. We were taught by the SPF band heads. They were strict but it was like my usual band drill practise because i was under strict management, Han Ching..haha But the conditions were so bad..under the hot sun for the whole day, short breaks. However the good thing about them was they treat us with honour, they will not pin point any of us or make us do push up like dogs. I like that treatment..hahaha

This happened at the my hardest heart break. i went with no expectations, but God gave me the best thing i could ever have at that point of time. A good friend. A wonderful girl. Peiwei. She was always there for me, although it means sacrificing some of her frenz at the camp. we were always together. She introduced other campmates to me, we laugh together like nobody's business, we ran together in rain, we quene up for food together, we make fun of each other like no one else was there. We just had so much fun like no body else was there.

We were best of friends, for the first time in my life, i had such a close girlfriend.

aiyo to be continue..have to go eat liao..haiz..i think i'm too lac le..i think i have to be more serious about this final term exam..haiz..jiayou ba.. see u all soon

exams are coming!!!

wahahaha..exams are coming..this time i'm not organised at all..i want to trust God, coz God said before not to worry..so i'm doing my best everyday..so far so good..but i think i need more practise..jiayou ba!!

quite lac..hehehe..only got 2 papers can't wait for it to be over!!

Haiz..now wed bible studies stop for 2 weeks..so sian..its ok la..after my exams i want to read my books!! got so many book haven't read!!

think i'm going borders, drink coffee, read book..wa..."heaven"..haha

must save $$$ then can go drink coffee, read book..hehehe

ok la i go back study liao!! everybody jiayou and enjoy!!

My Years

Years passes so so fast..
from sec 1
- friendship problems

to Sec 2:
- knowing the importance of studying
- losing my most percious big fat band senior,

to Sec 3
- knowing my passion for netball
- more commited to band
- my first real relationship, which left me broken and weak, and also
- knowing my first best friend who is closest to my heart (peiwei)who picked me up after my relationship,

to sec 4
- realising my talent in running
- carrying the weight of band
- enjoyed my last year in outram very very much
- Becoming more out spoken
- bondage with friend and teachers increased
- bug the teachers the whole day just to get them to explain the ten years series question
- gave up netball
- regret losing Peiwei
- learnt the commitment in BGR

To JC Year 1:
- Getting over my efforts in Outram and getting ready for JC life
- Pia like hell for F Maths but it doesn't seem enough
- Got to know many nice friends like Alicia, Liting, Wai Ping, Cheng ling, Xiang Xiang, Leemei, Xiao pang, Luo Qi
- Made efforts to meet up with Sec school friends, realising how much i miss them
- Learnt to deal with Ms Tie in Econs club
- try to understand friends

To JC Year 2:
- Stress like hell
- Pia even harder for F maths
- Get to go through thick and thin with my JC friends
- Learn to bond with them intellectually through observing and they really know me well and i am not sure if i know them well too
- trying to conquer A Levels

To Post JC year (This year):
- got in touch with Ms Tan
- Had a lot of problems in my working life
- Proclaim that I am a sinner and Low in spirit
- I want to have a need to have God in my life
- Got to know Christ
- Got know the Glory, power, mercy, love of Christ
This year is not over yet..and i'm having a expectant heart towards God..and i know God will fill me.

Life is all about decisions, God will not force you to decide, because He loves you. GOd's love is so misterious, So warm, So wei da, so qi miao..there's no adjective that can discribe it..i can only say that u have to exprience it yourself.
Its never easy to exprience God..but if what i am expriencing i real, its very very real, then the other else is sure fake, the lies of the devil. IF ANYONE OF YOU EXPRIENCE IT BEFORE, I pray, I pray you will not harden your heart. BeCAUSE WHAT YOU EXPRIENCE IS REAL, the feelings are real,
GOD IS REAL;
JESUS IS REAL
He has done everything, He has shown u the way, What are you waiting for?

Seeing Arafat die, i know the middle east will be very very chaotic, and there will be many pple wanting peace, and like what the bible says, an antichrist will arise to ensure peace in isreal and rebuild the temple of God again. and the rapture will come, and the earth will exprience many disasters..The end days are really coming..I really pray really really pray that all of you will see God, Stop believing in yourself, but God..He will save you if you chose Him, other than that, nothing He can do to save you..
Please...listen...
i'm just very sad lo..that i see how much God loves His pple and so much wanting to save them but they choose the oposite if He is REAL, Others is fake for God said He will not give His glory to another. Only Him..
what i can say is only this much, whether you read or not, whether u believe or not, its up to u..because i know i can only plant the seed and water it. Whether it grows, its on God. I will pray..and i really urge u to take the first step to God, He will do the rest, trust me..TRUST HIM.. GOD BLESS

What are friends for?

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Its like a team, individual alphabets does not make sense, but putting it together, it means: Love, Laughter, Care, Hope, Encouragement, Strength and Fun. And many many more (but my vocab limited sorry..)

Like people, when we're alone, we cannot do as much, but with FRIENDS, together we fall, together we rise.. when we are together, 1 + 1 = more than 2 that is what friends can achieve..

But what if we fall out?
Hurt, Loneliness, hardship, sadness...
where 1 = 1.

In the working world,
when all of us grow older, in like 5 yrs time,
when all our dreams, careers are building, when all of us are too busy to meet each other, where our dreams are different, our career paths are different, our goal are different, when others got our own partners,

What will happen? We are no longer a team, no longer have a common goal (e.g. O levels / A levels)
We will split, Everthing is only left, me n God...no others..its sad, but thats the reality..

So cherish what you have now

How's my new skin?

Hehehehe..nice eh.. love the sliding bears all th pic so cute and colourful..hehehe..just went to read Grace's blog..Ms Tan really made a great impact in her life. Thinking of Ms Tan, now she's very busy, we don't really talk on the phone, don't really go out. I really hope its just a season, after this season she'll be more free..after her UWC started she has been very very very tired..even talk also dont really have strength. So sad right, Kinda miss the times we had so much fun suaning each other and just having fun. I really really hope those times will never change.

Thank God..i couldn't have said that..

Anyway..Peg's exam is over i really hope she did well and come to church again.

Ching and V Jiayou!!

Janice!!! SUPER SUPER DUPER JIAYOU!!!

MehMeh as dead as me la but i still hope she'll be better

All my classmates all doing well i can see..i hope they will continue to excel! ESP Janis and Minsheng

I'm leading worship next week again i chose You rescued me..wa lao its so difficult to sing!! i cannot reach the notes!! ah..GOd help me if it really is what you want me to lead..

Now at home my parents some kinda forgot their quarrel, i'm very relieved..

Now everything seems to be good again

But i hope Jason and Hock Kee will be strengthen too

Ystday got to talk to Winnie and i slot a lot of bible verses..Really Thank God!! I felt that God is really grabbing every opportunity to guide her and love her. Your Will be done Lord. Amen

Went to Eileen for advises last sat, she really gives good advises..hahaha PRAY!! hahaha i didn't thought of that until she told me..i really Thank God for that!!

Now my life is more on school work and my quiet time with God..Not so much of people all over me liao..I'm glad and i know God is teaching me something..

Hey i just wana tell you all, For God is good, His plans are good. We might not see how good they are but God see the big picture..and its a good Big picture..

After knowing God, I really felt a lot of difference. I did many things that i couldn't do, just like that..its really God lo..After this experience i really cannot deny that God is not there..I can't deny the truth, because the truth has set me free...

"I want to love You Lord..Teach me how to please You, Teach me how to obey You, Teach me how to be more Chirst-like"
"You are more faithful, You are more loving, You are more persistent, You are more powerful, You are my God and i'm so proud of You"

"Come to the Father, though your gift is small.
Broken Hears, Broken lives, He will take them all.
The Power of the Word, the Power of His blood,
Everything was done so you would come"

i'm going to chang blogskin

wa lao......i'm going to change blogskin again..this stupid blogskin keep giving me problems.....

Over Night in school

wa...shag...
ystday over night in school
was waiting for my presentation script to come out then meanwhile we all do all our stuff..i did my FA homework la but i think its super effective le!! i usually take days but in that few hours i can do it liao..