Friday, November 12, 2004

My Years

Years passes so so fast..
from sec 1
- friendship problems

to Sec 2:
- knowing the importance of studying
- losing my most percious big fat band senior,

to Sec 3
- knowing my passion for netball
- more commited to band
- my first real relationship, which left me broken and weak, and also
- knowing my first best friend who is closest to my heart (peiwei)who picked me up after my relationship,

to sec 4
- realising my talent in running
- carrying the weight of band
- enjoyed my last year in outram very very much
- Becoming more out spoken
- bondage with friend and teachers increased
- bug the teachers the whole day just to get them to explain the ten years series question
- gave up netball
- regret losing Peiwei
- learnt the commitment in BGR

To JC Year 1:
- Getting over my efforts in Outram and getting ready for JC life
- Pia like hell for F Maths but it doesn't seem enough
- Got to know many nice friends like Alicia, Liting, Wai Ping, Cheng ling, Xiang Xiang, Leemei, Xiao pang, Luo Qi
- Made efforts to meet up with Sec school friends, realising how much i miss them
- Learnt to deal with Ms Tie in Econs club
- try to understand friends

To JC Year 2:
- Stress like hell
- Pia even harder for F maths
- Get to go through thick and thin with my JC friends
- Learn to bond with them intellectually through observing and they really know me well and i am not sure if i know them well too
- trying to conquer A Levels

To Post JC year (This year):
- got in touch with Ms Tan
- Had a lot of problems in my working life
- Proclaim that I am a sinner and Low in spirit
- I want to have a need to have God in my life
- Got to know Christ
- Got know the Glory, power, mercy, love of Christ
This year is not over yet..and i'm having a expectant heart towards God..and i know God will fill me.

Life is all about decisions, God will not force you to decide, because He loves you. GOd's love is so misterious, So warm, So wei da, so qi miao..there's no adjective that can discribe it..i can only say that u have to exprience it yourself.
Its never easy to exprience God..but if what i am expriencing i real, its very very real, then the other else is sure fake, the lies of the devil. IF ANYONE OF YOU EXPRIENCE IT BEFORE, I pray, I pray you will not harden your heart. BeCAUSE WHAT YOU EXPRIENCE IS REAL, the feelings are real,
GOD IS REAL;
JESUS IS REAL
He has done everything, He has shown u the way, What are you waiting for?


Seeing Arafat die, i know the middle east will be very very chaotic, and there will be many pple wanting peace, and like what the bible says, an antichrist will arise to ensure peace in isreal and rebuild the temple of God again. and the rapture will come, and the earth will exprience many disasters..The end days are really coming..I really pray really really pray that all of you will see God, Stop believing in yourself, but God..He will save you if you chose Him, other than that, nothing He can do to save you..
Please...listen...
i'm just very sad lo..that i see how much God loves His pple and so much wanting to save them but they choose the oposite if He is REAL, Others is fake for God said He will not give His glory to another. Only Him..
what i can say is only this much, whether you read or not, whether u believe or not, its up to u..because i know i can only plant the seed and water it. Whether it grows, its on God. I will pray..and i really urge u to take the first step to God, He will do the rest, trust me..TRUST HIM.. GOD BLESS

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