Tuesday, July 27, 2004

JIAYOU CHUN!!!

where should i start?
erm..the chinatown pt church?
guessed peg have told u guys everything..

then the ktv..nothing much..Chris got mi a bday present..its a precious tot cross saying "Jesus Loves You" its nice, pretty, but i cant hang it..haha love it thou.. :)

then came to work today..so many mistakes..i cant survive man...wun be going back anymore man..otherwise my colleague will give mi qi si..hahaha

anyway..had been busy doing my community service stuff..i cant join the normal SMU freshman ones..coz i missed the first meeting and the rest all the activities too many things going on..
However thanx to cheng, i've got lobang.. i hope i really can participate till i finish my 80 hours..commitment is really needed..and God's help..

anyway..i hope everything will be fine..theses days life isnt that smooth..
and i know my nightmare is coming..soon my family will find out..and i know i cant keep it anymore..but i know i would not need to worry..coz God has good plans for mi..i juz hope i'll stick to Him..and not compromise..a big war is coming..

Had a vision that day at chinatown pt...
i saw a very very white wall..
there was a door in the middle..and it opened..
its a very very dark room inside..
i was scared even to look into the room
then the paster started saying abt spiritual war

i didnt understand until i discussed it with Ms Tan

She said God wants to tell mi there are no grey areas..its either you are on the white side or the black side..so you're either with God or with the devil..there is a very very clear line..no in betweens, no grey areas..
suddenly i remembered of the things i've been doing
i have been thinking its ok its ok to do this and that..i tot God will compromise..i tot God will forgive coz of the situation that is hard to not compromise..however rules and rules..
i have been in the dark room all the while!
SCARY....
so this taught mi not to compromise no matter wat the situation

THANK GOD FOR OPENING MY EYES AND TEACHING MI..

Tml i'm starting to study for my Stats test..
pple help mi can? dun call mi out but keep intouch with mi? can chio bus? haha
You're doin mi a great favour!!

btw..my colleague keep saying i'm fat!!!! that pig!! i'm goin to eat lesser..i'm going to start running!!
deng zhe qiao!!!

1 comment:

Fei said...

Yea! no Grey areas! (^_^)