finally..

hey...my blog is finally done..found it too black and white so added some colours to it..
anyway..ysterday's worship was a disaster..Initially i asked Ms Tan to help me pei yue then i told her i'm going to sing "We Fall Down" and "Give Me One Pure and Holy Passon". Then she say she know the 1st one but the 2nd very difficult. so i told her nvm we just sing, no need music. So i happily go to the "cell group" yesterday, taking a cab down coz all the bus except my bus came. i reached like half an hour earlier before the foundation than got to eat, and then th guitar in church is quite low..doesnt sound nice then we try to put the note higher..then Ms Tan wana think make my worship session sound better..so she tried..she worked really hard.. :) it was really nice of her..then, the room was really hot the air con think never on then i was very hot..haha then we didn't start well la..singing out of key coz we adjusted to the higher one which was too high..the low one was too low..haha then quite cork up la..then the 2nd even more..then ijust like leave it to Ms tan to do the worship liao..haha then i did sya abit la..but really cannot coordinate with Ms Tan..think if we got more time..super cork up..we end with Where is the Love..looking at the lyrics it says alot of things about the world today..
it goes like this:

What’s wrong with the world, mama
People living’ like they ain’t got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that’ll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here living’
In the USA, the big CIA
The bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you’re bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger work and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y’all, y’all

*People killing’, people dying’
Children hurt and you hear them crying’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questioning’
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain’t the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane?
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong
Nations dropping’ bombs
Chemical gasses filling’ lungs of little ones
With the ongoing’ suffering’ as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving’ really gone
So I could ask myself really what is going’ wrong
In this world that we living’ in people keep on giving’ in
Making’ wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respecting’ each other, deny thy brother
A war is going on but the reason’s undercover
The truth is kept secret, it’s swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where’s the love, y’all, come on (I don’t know)
Where’s the truth, y’all, come on (I don’t know)
Where’s the love, y’all
*
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I’m getting older, y’all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money making
Selfishness got us following our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinema
Yo’, whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we’re spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling under
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling down
There’s no wonder why sometimes I’m feeling under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
*

then i shared my testimony of my conversion. think i did it quite badly..haha Ms Tan says must write it down then discuss of a certain aspect of my christian life. tok alot of jokes la..till they keep laughing then when i wana talk about God i like didnt humble myself. I said I dun know wat happened suring my conversion. Actually is God's work within me. keeping my open to Him, and thanks to Him revealing Himself to me, and starting to build a relationship with me and His patience all the way. I really dun want to back slide. its not that being a christian is very good, shuang. But because He is too good and i cannot deny that He is not there and hm...He is my purpose..haiz i dun know..i need to still learn alot alot alot more..

ya then cai yun taught me this lesson..then went for supper..alot of pple went.. Paul, James, me, Louis, Xiao Ling, Khal, Hui Yun, Jason, Alice, Ms Tan.

then after that Jason Keep saying i'm very funny and did encourage me coz my worship thing didnt go well..haha..
ok la..think we're very friendly, then he still call me to treat him coz i just got my commission suddenly..ya things between us are getting clearer and clearer..so its good la

thanks for reading to the end!! hahaha i'll visit all your blogs too!!
haha..ok..good bye!!